Im like a rubix cube, hard to figure out.
Opinionated yet open minded. Stubborn and hard headed, trust me i wont back down.I don't make promises UNLESS i know i can keep them.I respect people who are different and dont just follow the pack. I'm not perfect - we live in a world where things are not always black and white! this year has been one of the most challenging mentally and physically and i've lost alot more than i ever antisipated. I've learnt that no matter how many times you fuck up there is always more to learn from your mistakes, and if you want something bad enough you've got to step out of your comfort zone and go for it! My friends look to me for planning events ect. i like to make the plans because that way i know i can work on them so they suit my mood. I practically live at my local pub, if you can't find me at home i'm likely to be found there ;) I believe that everything happens for a reason, good things fall apart so that better things can come together. AND I'm a strong believer in Karma



Wednesday, 18 May 2011

Changes..

Helloo... 
It seems the last time i wrote in here things were starting to improve:
- I was in the process of leaving primark.
- Things were improving with the family.
- I was preparing to start a new Job
- & Things with Bobby and I were going well.

Family: My relationship with my family has improved, theres no longer any arguments with my parents. My dad doesn't pick fights with me anymore. Im starting to be a bit more friendly to my sister in-law, im learning to like her so im prepared for two weeks in the dominican republic with her in july. My sister is still the best sister anybody could ask for. and things are going well. 

Pregnancy:  Yepp you read that right. I'm almost 4 months pregnant. and already the baby is turning into a spoilt little thing. It has soo many clothes and shoes and hats.. and as soon as I know the sex it will have alot more - buying white, cream or yellow is beggining to get a little boring now. I've been lucky. I've had no morning sickness. The parents wern't happy at first but they have finally come around to it and are very supportive. Bobby is excited, he cant wait to be a daddy :) I've been feeling little movements its the best feeling in the world, and i cant wait for more little reminders that my baby is kicking around inside me :D 

ED: I've been struggling, but i have something to keep me on track, I have my bad days where i dont have much of an appetite but I force myself to eat atleast 3 meals a day even if they are only little ones. 
Hopefully by the time the baby gets here i will have killed ED. 

Work: I love my job. I love my little old people. some can be quite violent and i've come out with a few cuts and bruises but i love the feeling of helping people. Theres never a day i wake up and dread going to work. :) 

Just a short update. Things are going well, im still here and still blogging just not as often :) 

Much love x x