Im like a rubix cube, hard to figure out.
Opinionated yet open minded. Stubborn and hard headed, trust me i wont back down.I don't make promises UNLESS i know i can keep them.I respect people who are different and dont just follow the pack. I'm not perfect - we live in a world where things are not always black and white! this year has been one of the most challenging mentally and physically and i've lost alot more than i ever antisipated. I've learnt that no matter how many times you fuck up there is always more to learn from your mistakes, and if you want something bad enough you've got to step out of your comfort zone and go for it! My friends look to me for planning events ect. i like to make the plans because that way i know i can work on them so they suit my mood. I practically live at my local pub, if you can't find me at home i'm likely to be found there ;) I believe that everything happens for a reason, good things fall apart so that better things can come together. AND I'm a strong believer in Karma



Thursday, 7 October 2010

A busily boring day.

Hey. Soo todays been quite busy, but nothing too interesting happened.
I Managed to get out of bed at about 10 o'clock-ish. Mum came home from shopping, and brought me back an application form for Amherst Court, a nursing home, I adore old people and although it may be a lot of hard work I can see myself enjoying working there. Soo fingers crossed i get called up for an interview. :)

After filling out the form and taking it down to the nursing home, which looked amazing - very modern, a nice atmosphere AND it didn't smell!! I walked home and had lunch, A pastry thing with cheese on it and then a pancake with some chocolate stuff on it. And then I made my way to my aunts house, I don't really see my family often as im pre-occupied doing my own things soo it was really nice to see her, another one of my aunts was there visiting killing two birds with one stone because it meant i got to see them both, It was nice to have a catch up with them, sitting in the front room drinking tea and having a chat. Well anyways being there the time flew by quickly.

I got home just before dad arrived from work, and made rice with some quorn chicken stuff for dinner, and then around 6pm Bobby knocked with my present. A bottle of vodka. We made our way to a good friend of mine, Rachel and Rob, then drove down to Bingo. Being such a lovely friend Rachel sent rob and Bobby to the shop to buy me some fags, and they arrived back just in time for the first game. As usual we had no luck and didn't win a penny! but it got us out for a while and we all had a good time soo thats the main thing.

Rob dropped myself and Bobby to my house and we just chilled for a bit, then at 1am i asked him to leave after an awkward conversation. Soo here I am in bed with the laptop and my bottle of vodka. My parents adore Bobby, nothing but praise for him, which is a first coming from my parents.  They never approve of any one i've been seeing!

Tomorrow I'll be booking an appointment with the doctor, and as he's never really busy i'll probably be seeing him tomorrow night.  It's time to kick ED in the balls and i guess this is one of the most important steps to take.

Anyways my pillow and duvet are calling me..... zZzZzZz x

2 comments:

  1. you would be great at a nursing home!bingo lol hehehehe newho bobby trying to get you drunk tutut!

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  2. Nahh, he just knows i like vodka and soo brought me it for making me walk home in the rain :L
    Seriously love old people lol. Was talking to an old lady at work today i loved it !! x x

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