Heyy.
So my brother came to visit today, i always love seeing my brother, we don't spend alot of time together like we used to. When i answered the door i discovered he brought his bitch along with him. Tarina, I hate her...
And to think i have to spend two weeks with her when we go on holiday in june/july.
Soo today i was being civil, having a conversation, joining in with hers and mums conversation about work (they both work up the hospital) and listening to her moan about how she has to work christmas eve, so might just put her fingers down her throat and make herself sick infront of staff so she can go home! Listening to her talk about that made me feel uncomfortable, she treats it like its a joke saying how people with eating disorders have got it easy, because they have the will power to lose weight and all that kinda bollox. She calls herself a nurse yet she has no compassion for anybody and there isnt a caring bone in her body, she only cares if it makes her come across as an amazing person, its all a fucking show as far as she is concerned!! WTF, i could have slapped her but instead mum changed the subject to how i cooked for them today and that she should try one of my southern fried chicken strips.
So off i went to the kitchen to prepare some southern fried chicken for the bitch. I purposely tried to give her food poisoning. I didn't cook it long enough and then served it too her. She got half way through it and realised it was still cold and a little bit pink. I gave her the typical "becca glare" and she knew i did it on purpose. They soon left as soon as my brother noticed the tension building between us both.
To think she wants me to be a bridesmaid at her wedding vow renewel in the dominican. She brought me a dress to wear for the occassion and everything, It's HIDEOUS, Peach is not my colour, Netted paneling, Not my thing, oh and its too big on me and looks like i'm wearing a tent, yet she insists i look "stunning" I swear if murder was legal....
Tonight hasn't been a good night. Food wise it's been okay. But i'm not happy, I still have the stomach pains that i had this morning, they ease off and then get really strong again. I don't know whats wrong with me but emotions are running high tonight, sleep seems impossible. I was supposed to meet a friend today we planned to meet up after dinner then she let me down, and again she asked me to meet her, and i was let down again.
I guess tonight i'll sit and read untill i fall asleep.
I will eventually write a positive post. Erm... theres always tomorrow ;) x
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