Im like a rubix cube, hard to figure out.
Opinionated yet open minded. Stubborn and hard headed, trust me i wont back down.I don't make promises UNLESS i know i can keep them.I respect people who are different and dont just follow the pack. I'm not perfect - we live in a world where things are not always black and white! this year has been one of the most challenging mentally and physically and i've lost alot more than i ever antisipated. I've learnt that no matter how many times you fuck up there is always more to learn from your mistakes, and if you want something bad enough you've got to step out of your comfort zone and go for it! My friends look to me for planning events ect. i like to make the plans because that way i know i can work on them so they suit my mood. I practically live at my local pub, if you can't find me at home i'm likely to be found there ;) I believe that everything happens for a reason, good things fall apart so that better things can come together. AND I'm a strong believer in Karma



Wednesday, 6 October 2010

Last nights trip to amadeus and the after effects.

Soo here i am lying in bed, feeling ill. Self inflicted (of course) due to the ammount of drink i had last night. It took 2 hours to walk home in the pouring rain, luckily i wasn't wearing massive heels like i usually would, or it could have possibly taken double the time. Bobby gave me his jacket to keep me as dry as possible, but i felt guilty because he was getting soaked soo i insisted that he took his jacket back. I got home at 4:30am, And think i would probably be better off sleeping for the rest of the week.
We got to the club for 9pm, because Dan likes to be there early, and when i say early i mean we were the first ones in there, It was slow to start with, thats why its better to go out later and arrive when the dancefloors packed out.
 "In for a Penny, Drink for a Pound" tuesday nights motto. I took £20 out with me and that got me alot of vodka, in the form of shots and also diluted with coke :P
Dan saw some old friends of his, and we ended up with them for the night, Charlotte as usual was not impressed, but she soon cheered up when some decent music came on and we hit the stage ;)
The Amadeus camera man done his rounds taking snap shots to put on the website, Apparently we had a few photos done, soo i'll be hunting for those soon.
Last night was one of the best nights out i've had in a long time, i used to hate Amadeus with a passion especially as they were always letting the younger ones in and never bothered much with ID, last night they were strict, they asked to see everyones ID soo there was no chance of having some 15year old coming up flirting with you, that put Dan at ease as he was known as Mr, Flirty for the night all over the girls. 
2am arrived and the complaints began, Charlotte and her feet, so we all had to leave early because her feet were aching, i didn't mind but thought it was unfair how she was taking it out on Dan and Ash, its not like they could do anything about it.
Anyways last night was a good night no more dramas excpet for the awkwardness in the smoking area when dan commented "fucking hell becca can u get any thinner" to which i replied, "i probably could but the aim is to start gaining and sorting my head out" awkward but nothing another drink couldnt sort out.

Now off i go to snuggle under my duvet, close my eyes and hope for some positive thoughts when i wake up.  x x

1 comment:

  1. chaaaaaaaaaa cool becci:):)jesus ill have a blog nxt eh nooo!a big blank..;.

    love profile info,compressed,witty, say it as it is(yourself)

    i would have gave ya my pants not to mind a jacket lol,drinks for a pound wtf?my balance is officially €0.00 bolox.

    huh feck that pikey whoever said that you should have took chars heels and clobbererd him or else poke him in the eye:)

    lol nitey nitey mad woman of the night sleep all day like sammy:P

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