Awkward!!

Heyy,
Soo today was not a good day, I woke up just after 12pm to hear a banging noise which sounded as if next door were having some work done, soo i closed my eyes only to realise it was the door, I jumped out of bed to find Charlotte and little Emily who had been out there for quite sometime hammering at the door trying to wake me up.. Soo barely able to function we went to the garden and smoked whilst emily played on the swings. I skipped breakfast but after they left, made lunch, Toast and a chocolate chip muffin :)
After that i had a few snacks, and done some Ironing, usually i love to iron but today i was feeling drained, soo i struggled through half a pile of ironing and finally gave up then fell asleep on the sofa.
I woke up to find mum standong over me asking if i was okay, I realised the time and quickly chucked something to eat in the microwave. Macaroni Cheese, then it was a mad rush to get myself looking half decent as i was supposed to be meeting people at the pub.
I got to the pub and there was Charlotte and Bobby, a quiet night so we went back to mine, I showed off the moonwalk after being told i wouldnt be able to do it, that shut bobby up thats for sure lmao, Was a pretty odd night to be fair.
Then as i was saying bye to charlotte bobby was in the front room talking to dad. I walked in to hear them discussing work then dad said maybe you could bring home a few meat pies for becca, meaning i need to eat more, Soo i jabbed bobby in the ribs and said he was just as bad and walked off to the conservatory, where i refused to sit next to bobby for the whole night, He finally left at 12pm and now im feeling guilty because i've no distractions for the stuff i've eaten today, im not going to let it beat me though. I know its okay!!

Im working 4 hour shift tomorrow and a party tomorrow night, Im not sure if im going to be up for the party, I have a been feeling weak and quite drained for the past few days, wednesday i didn't even bother getting out of bed, thursday i woke up at 3pm and was back in bed by 11 and today all i've done is take the odd nap here and there. I will only know my parents at the party anyways so i dont see much point in going, mum says it will do me good to go out and meet different people, its a 70th birthday party!! its hardly going to be a huge thing i will regret not going to!

I've managed to sneak Dinky into my room for tonight, mum doesnt like her sleeping in my room, but she gets lonely in the front room all by herself haha.

Well thats all for now, i live such an exciting life huh? :P

Nightt, Mwahh <3 x x x