Im like a rubix cube, hard to figure out.
Opinionated yet open minded. Stubborn and hard headed, trust me i wont back down.I don't make promises UNLESS i know i can keep them.I respect people who are different and dont just follow the pack. I'm not perfect - we live in a world where things are not always black and white! this year has been one of the most challenging mentally and physically and i've lost alot more than i ever antisipated. I've learnt that no matter how many times you fuck up there is always more to learn from your mistakes, and if you want something bad enough you've got to step out of your comfort zone and go for it! My friends look to me for planning events ect. i like to make the plans because that way i know i can work on them so they suit my mood. I practically live at my local pub, if you can't find me at home i'm likely to be found there ;) I believe that everything happens for a reason, good things fall apart so that better things can come together. AND I'm a strong believer in Karma



Sunday, 17 October 2010

Im awake!!

Heyy,
After last nights party, i was expecting to wake up single and hungover. Nope, I woke up to a text from Bobby appologising for last night, and was far from hungover. I fell asleep and woke up again to a text from Yvonne, I fell asleep AGAIN and eventually dragged myself out of bed at about 1:30.

I got out of bed to find myself in a lot of pain. But the pain soon went. Mum and Dad came home, and Dad went to the kitchen to check on dinner, I saw dad looking and he said "theres no point in eating that, you'll be having dinner soon" Im trying to stick to a routine of Breakfast as soon as i wake up, Lunch a little later and eventually dinner. He seemed to think i was going to be eating a roast. Soo i snapped at him replying "since when have i ever eaten a roast" his reaction "becca your getting worse not better!"
I thought i was doing well, Im sticking to a routine which i eventually hope to break, but still i'm doing well.

Anyways tonight for dinner i have some quorn chicken style strips with pasta.
Omg my dad is criticising everyone my mum just came in with a biscuit and her tea, and he was like "havent you just had crisps?" What the fuck is his problem today!?

Just caught up with x-factor. Mary to win, she's amazing! x x x


1 comment:

  1. right well looking at your pics your dad and mam look pure cool!dancing away and you seemed happy!(even wit those horrendous glasses!okay im not giving bobby the thumbs up but blokes dnt have a clue how to react to a ed!jesus my friends lol-gone)
    well done AGAIN and everyday until bad feelings and habits are banished into oblivion!your brilliant remember that!ya i dnt know you but fuck it i think your doing superfragalisticexpealadocious!tiz your life and your re shaping it for the better-you,ll be looking back on your "ed"time as such a WASTE but hey your a stringer person for it!mwah
    ive just reliased im supposeed to be in paris in 4 weeks and im skint!things not looking good yvonne just might be getting a balloon 4xmas:)

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