Im like a rubix cube, hard to figure out.
Opinionated yet open minded. Stubborn and hard headed, trust me i wont back down.I don't make promises UNLESS i know i can keep them.I respect people who are different and dont just follow the pack. I'm not perfect - we live in a world where things are not always black and white! this year has been one of the most challenging mentally and physically and i've lost alot more than i ever antisipated. I've learnt that no matter how many times you fuck up there is always more to learn from your mistakes, and if you want something bad enough you've got to step out of your comfort zone and go for it! My friends look to me for planning events ect. i like to make the plans because that way i know i can work on them so they suit my mood. I practically live at my local pub, if you can't find me at home i'm likely to be found there ;) I believe that everything happens for a reason, good things fall apart so that better things can come together. AND I'm a strong believer in Karma



Saturday, 16 October 2010

Work!

I start work at 10am, its 9am now.
I feel like crap and no doubt will give any customer that pisses me off today a piece of my mind.
I seriously cant work out how i can be so tired!!

Breakfast this morning was not good, Had an argument with mum over not wanting to eat, but i ate it anyways to shut her up and because it was the right thing to do!  I have a feeling i'll be giving tonights party a miss and just settle down with a dvd. Something Chick Flicky, Just me, Dinkey a face mask and a glass of wine. Actually i'll even give the wine a miss and stick to something like tea!

Cant wait for payday to arrive, this moment comes around once a month and the money doesnt last long... X-mas is approaching fast and i just love buying people stuff!! Today if i have time i'll be buying wrapping paper, making sure it has a theme of course.. I like the presents to be matching and perfect looking!! Even though its just going to end up thrown in the bin on christmas morning it still has to look good! ;)

4 Hour shift today, and thats it untill next week.
I keep asking for overtime, but at the moment they never seem to have any even though we are extremely short staffed on weekends to the point where the weekday staff are coming in on weekends to help out.
I'll be on the tills for my shift... Standing in the same place for 4 hours listening to customers complain about things i dont care about, Parents screaming at their children, Children screaming at their parents. My favourite customers have to be the old ones, they give you a decent conversation, And pay in pennys which is really cool cause it takes longer to count and gives me different variety of coins to display in my till!!

Saturday night is take away night, No doubt chinese as usual, maybe i'll join instead of cooking my own, Egg Fried rice, some chips and a pot of curry sauce, :) If they dont have chinese im feeling a pizza would make a change to the usual boredom of pasta or macaroni cheese.

Well i only planned for this to be a short rant but it turns out it wasnt all that short hehe..
 And now mums asking me to assist her in passing things up to the attick, a room i forgot about, with its gym equipment, a huge window overlooking the library and the field, and so many hidden cupboards filled with lots of goodies for christmas, (yepp mum started her shopping too).

Mwahhh <3  x x x

2 comments:

  1. first of all yes good on breaky:)however you felt it was right and NORMAL!
    well if you opt for dvd dinky would be defo thrilled at the twists in Seven with m freeman and b pitt.
    work yuckie

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  2. well done with breakfast girl and YES go for the frickin' Chinese :) Life is too short to miss out on simple pleasures.I'm proud of you working hon,sounds tough but I'm really pleased to hear you're still at it :)

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